Ok so last week I was writing about me and my wife got into it and how it was over money. Well let me say we did not even talk about that for another 3 days. We barely even spoke at all as a matter of fact.
I had no intention of talking to her about it unless she apologized or told me the real truth that she wished we weren’t together anymore, which fine if she wanted to say that to me then I would of said ok I’m not forcing her to stay with me ya know.
So basically she said she didn’t mean what she said in the way that she said it and that it was just based off emotion, she said all this like days later. I told her it was ok but i told her she needs to be honest and tell me if she is not happy in our marriage. She claimed she was happy and the issue was just about money.
I thought to myself well how can something so little asmoney come between love and how we feel about eachother. I didn’t say that to her i’m not that good at saying how I feel yea I know I need to work on it. I find it easier to say on my blog that to my wife who I’ve been with for over 20 years… go figure.
I just really dont know where we are going to go from here. It does not look good I will tell you that much and that is just me trying to be as honest as I can with the situation.
I guess only time will tell so we’ll see…
Ok so my wife, Mary, we have been together for a very very long time like 20 years. Ok maybe not as long as other marriages but to me that seems like a life time or 3! So every now and again we have our little arguments and what not and we usually get over them pretty quickly.
sometimes though we have our arguments about stuff that we do not get over so quickly… well that would be this time exactly. We started by having a normal fight about money and how we are going to pay for certain things like our sons college amongst some other things. Im’ sure alot of couples argue about that kind of stuff and it probably does not escalate into anything really major. Well this time for us it did.
She started making it seem like I do not work enough or do not try hard enough to get our family ahead and more money… ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? OF COURSE I DO I ALWAYS TRY AS HARD AS I CAN BUT I CAN ONLY DO SO FREAKING MUCH YA KNOW?
why in the world would she ever say that to me. Right now we are not speaking at all i barged out of the house when she started talking this nonsense. I mean is she stupid or was she drunk? why would she ever say that to me?
I hope I get over it or she says she didn’t mean it soon because that really hurt I mean if we are both not in this together after this meany years then what is the point? I mean I didnd’t marry this woman so she could treat me like this. If she really thinks that I am not in it 100% then why is she even with me!!!
she can leave me if she thinks that like honestly thinks that about me so leave I might even just tell her to go or I’ll go or something i dunno… or maybe I’m just really upset now…
We’ll see I guess what happens tonight…
Ok so today was very irritating, I went to the grocery store to get some things that my wife asked me to go get. So i’m in the bread isle and realize that I forgot my wallet. It was very annoying because I had to go home to get my wallet, very irritating.
Ok so I came back with my wallet and made sure I even had money too. So i get all the things that my wife asked me to get. I’m walking around gettig paper towels and toilet paper and bread, and she wanted 5 cases of water, yes I said 5! I thikn we were having guests over later that week or something.
Anyway on to the annoying parts. So i’m finally in line and guess what happens. The whole power in the grocery store goes out completly! So I am standing there a full hour and a half almost in pitch black but not really because they had some backup generator. And also they made us put all the cold stuff away because they did not know how long it would be.
I called my wife and she said just to stay there because they would probably fix it soon… Well I was waiting and waiting and watingg…. and no they did not fix it soon. Finally I just freaking left I was so mad why didn’t they just tell us that they could not fix it that fast. why didn’t they just tell us to go to the other one in town about 10 mins away that would of been so much easier.
So all in all I wasted like 3 hours of my day and GOT NOTHING DONE at all!! Oh man was I livid when I finally got home of course I couldn’t really blame my wife but still someone had to be blamed lol and oh I was frustrated and just wanted to punch something, good thing I didn’t but oh well next time I’m leaving right away and that will nto happen to me again! ever!